10 SwEeT aNgElS

First of all.. there are 10 girls.. and i'm one of them.. we like to call ourselves as 'wanita perkasa'.. why?? Because we are strong.. we are happening.. we are crazy.. we are unique.. we are special.. and we never care about what others are saying.. everyone has their own characteristics or specialities.. yeah.. maybe..

here is our president.. her name is Nur Madhiha.. from my observation.. she is a calm person.. no matter what we did to her she just smile and sometimes she didn't show any reaction at all.. haha.. she's very funny.. but.. she has a crystal heart.. maybe she never showed it to us but i know how weak her heart is.. when she mad or upset.. she will look outside and calm herself down.. she like to be alone when she sad.. she's brilliant though.. although she's a little bit slow but she's still clever.. oh.. and she loves novels.. alot.. haha.. that's Madi..

now we take a peek at her room mate.. the one and only, Nur Najihah.. she is the most brave girl i ever known.. she is like a big sister to us.. always take care of us.. she is someone who we can lean on.. she is cute you know.. so cute.. she's just like another version of me.. the one who likes to eat.. alot.. like to wear sneakers.. t-shirts and jeans.. so simple but so cute.. she like challenging stuff.. just like me.. she likes movie and cartoons.. just like me.. she like games.. so much.. she's also clever.. shy but clever.. this is from my point of view.. on how i know her.. that's Jie..

then how about we go to the next room.. where shiera and sheero are sleeping.. soundlessly.. haha.. there's Nur Shahirah Zamri.. i've known her since MDS (minggu destini siswa) .. maybe my first friend since i entered this university life.. she's pretty.. selekeh but still pretty.. she loves to sleep.. just love it.. when there's free time.. she'll sleep.. that's her hobby maybe.. haha.. no offense shiera.. she's a tidy one actually.. always tidy up our apartment.. she said she's lazy but actually she is the most hardworking girl i ever met.. haha.. but shiera.. she is pretty..

now we look at her room mate.. Nur Shahira Dahalan.. the one we like to call Sheero.. she's tall.. taller than me.. but she's so pretty.. she has a model figure.. but.. she don't like to dress up much.. she's clever too.. like to watch movie.. like to eat alot.. just like me and Jie.. haha.. when it comes to eating, it will be the three of us.. outside she may look like the silent one.. but when with us.. she's the most happening girl.. always doing crazy stuff with us.. haha.. we just like crazy things.. when it comes to study.. she is just like me.. lazy.. haha.. she likes games.. alot.. haha.. always have time to download new games.. that's just sheero.. okey.. done apartment 507..

now we went down to apartment 307.. there lives Hidayatul Husna.. gentle and sweet.. hardworking.. but when it comes to 'menganjing', there's no gentle or sweet words.. haha.. she really knows how to do that.. haha.. she is a stalker.. really loves to stalk.. every informations are in her hands.. just ask.. she knows everything and everyone.. haha.. she's just so sweet..

then we went to salsabila 2.. there lives Ili Nursyarafiena.. our vise-president.. haha.. she likes to have fun.. likes shopping.. really loves sale signs.. haha.. she knows all the brands.. expensive or not.. she knows all.. i like to call her miss bora-bora or miss Maldives.. haha.. because she always said that she wanted to go for a holiday at an island.. she's my partner in our diva world.. we called ourself as Diva SS.. that is Scha and Sally.. haha.. she loves to laugh.. alot.. and she is so cute.. that's Ili i give you..

now let's go up to one lever.. lever 3 of salsabila 2.. there lives Nur Izzyanie.. she's a secretive person.. so many secrets.. But she's friendly.. she can talk you know.. i mean in front of many people.. she used to be a debater.. she knows a lot of informations.. and most of them are true..  we can't really argue with her.. hehe.. she'll always win.. and she's my bus partner.. haha.. we'll always went home together..

than we'll take a peek on our sis 'poban'.. haha.. i mean suksis.. her name is Intan Liyana.. you can't mess with her alright.. she's a police.. i mean.. a police to be.. i think.. nevermind.. i've known her since mds.. just like shiera.. because that time we're together.. me, shiera, intan and nabila who is also a suksis.. well intan.. she's a really tough one.. she's sensitive but tough.. and slow.. haha.. just like madi.. but brilliant though.. so brilliant.. aaa.. one more.. she likes photographic.. just like me.. we dreamt to have our own DSLR.. haha.. oke.. that's intan i gave you..

now.. let's travel across the country.. to Jengka i mean.. there lives puteri nur fatin hamimah.. she's pretty.. funny.. friendly.. haha.. and clever.. she's tough.. i can see how tough she is.. she always said that she missed us.. being in Jengka is a little bit lonely for her.. no us around to do crazy things together.. she's so happening.. and likes to sing.. kareoke I mean.. haha.. that's fatin alright..

So.. that's it.. the 9 angles.. how about me?? Naah.. i don't want to talk about me.. this is about them.. about our friendship.. i really miss the old us.. when we all can be together.. doing crazy things..  laughing our hearts out.. dancing like there's no tomorrow.. singing like the world is ours.. i really miss that time.. but now.. we've been apart.. our group is decreasing.. little by little.. i love you guys.. so much.. from time to time.. i love you more and more.. note this my friends.. friends are angles.. be each other wings and fly across the sky together.. when one fall.. others will catch and help them up..

FrIeNd TiLl JaNnAh

Let me tell you about one person that i admire the most.. she is my best friend.. the most bestest friend i ever had.. she always there for me.. no matter where she is.. how busy she is.. she always there for me.. comfort me.. with all those kind and sweet words.. i like to share my stories to her.. we always share something.. but now.. we've been apart.. and i don't get to see her often.. i miss her.. it's been a few months since the last time i met her.. i really want to see her.. how she looks like? Well.. she's pretty.. sweet..kind.. always think of others before herself.. she's friendly.. so friendly.. sometimes she shy.. but sometimes she just as happening as me.. i just like being with her.. she always make me happy.. her name? Nur Amalina Abdullah.. studied nursing in nursing college at Melaka.. she's my best friend till jannah and no one will ever change that or replace her place..

FrIeDsHiPs dO cUrE PaIn..

Friends are angels.. they help us fly when our wings are broken.. they help us smile when our tears are running.. they help us calm when our hearts are bleeding.. they make us strong when we began to fall apart.. friendship is beautiful.. they never judge us.. the never leave us.. they never mind who we are and where we came from.. they just be there for us.. no reason.. just because.. when we are around them.. we'll always laugh.. we'll always doing crazy things together.. they are so wonderful.. smile when we smile.. cry when we cry.. laugh when we laugh.. sing when we sing.. dance when we dance.. altough we are not good dancers nor singers.. we just dance.. we just sing.. we never mind what others are saying behind.. we just do what we want.. some crazy things.. really crazy.. we are just crazy friends.. honestly, they make me forget.. all the things that've been bothering me.. forget all of the ones that have been hurting me.. all of my problems.. all of the things that i don't want to remember.. this is the taste.. the taste of love.. the taste of friendship.. it's sweet.. it is so sweet.. it will get sweeter day after day.. from what i know.. friendship do cure pain.. forever.. friends till jannah..

MuNgKiN.. kItA tAk TaHu..

Jodoh itu rahsia Allah.. kita sendiri tak tahu siapa jodoh kita.. nak mencari tak tahu di mana.. nak menanti tak tahu sampai bila.. orang cakap cinta tak boleh dipaksa.. kalau ada jodoh tu tak kemana.. namun, bila insan yang cuba untuk dilupakan kembali menagih cinta lama.. hati mula gelisah.. yang ada di depan mata ini sudah di beri harapan.. ingin memilih tak tahu yang mana.. kedua-duanya dicintai sepenuh hati.. di sana menanti di sini menunggu.. nafas seakan-akan berasa sesak apabila di minta untuk diberikan peluang kedua.. sungguh keliru hatinya.. lalu.. dia cuba memilih.. cuba menjadikan satu sahaja hati miliknya.. yang bisa menjadi pendengar yang setia.. yang bisa menjadi penawar duka.. yang bisa menjadi bahu penghapus air mata.. agak sukar memilih antara dua.. lalu satu ditinggalkan untuk satu yang didambakan.. benarlah.. soal hati manusia, siapa yang dapat meneka.. soal hati ini sukar untuk ditafsir.. tetapi, kalau memang sudah jodoh.. sejauh mana pun perpisahan berlaku, tetap bersama walau jalan terjah berliku.. jangan khawatir tentang jodoh.. jangan menangis jika masih tiada jodoh.. berdoalah.. mungkin Allah telah simpankan satu.. untuk menemani syurgamu.. jangan difikir Allah itu tidak adil.. Allah Maha Adil dan lebih mengetahui perjalanan hidup kita.. Allah telah mempersiapkan jodoh yabg terbaik untuk kita.. Allah itu Maha pengasih.. semua orang berhak bahagia.. Dia tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita.. jadi, rugilah mereka yang meraung hanya sebab cinta dunia.. rugilah mereka yabg sanggup tamatkan riwayat sendiri hanya kerana cinta dunia.. cinta yang tak layak untuk diagung-agungkan.. mungkin kita tak tahu.. mungkin kita sendiri pernah berselisih dengan jodoh kita.. mungkin kita tak tahu.. mungkin orang yang kita benci itu adalah jodoh.. mungkin juga orang yang paling dekat dengan kita itu adalah jodoh.. mungkin.. kita tak tahu..

CiNtA iTu SaTu AnUgErAh

Cinta ni memang susah nak ditafsir.. tak perlu tengok tempat lain.. kat sekeliling aku ni pun banyak.. nak cerita satu-satu, sampai esok pun tak habis kan.. betullah orang kata.. kadang-kadang manusia ni buta dalam memilih cinta.. buta yang teramatlah butanya.. orang yang sayang cintakan dia sepenuh hati.. sanggup merantau jauh semata-mata nak jumpa orang yang dijanji.. tapi, dibiarkan macam tu saja.. dibiarkan tidak dihargai segala pengorbanannya.. terlalu buta sampai sanggup meninggalkan cinta sejati demi hati yang tak pernah menghargai.. hati yang tak pernah tahu apa itu erti cinta yang sebenar.. itu satu.. satu lagi.. merelakan perginya cinta yang amat disayangi hanya kerana ego yang sukar untuk dilepaskan.. memaksa hati mencintai yang lain sedangkan hati itu menangis-nangis ingin memeluk cintanya.. sehinggakan hati sukar bernafas.. membuatkan hati lain pula merana..  sukar untuk mentafsir cinta-cinta ini.. ada lagi watak-watak antagonis yang cuba menghancurkan cinta demi kepentingan sendiri.. ada juga watak-watak yang aku sendiri tidak mengerti tujuannya.. bila ditanya lain ceritanya.. bila dilihat lain pula ceritanya.. sampai aku sendiri naik pening dengan segala perihal yang berlaku di sekelilingku.. benar kata orang.. alam remaja inilah alam yang sangat mencabar.. bagaimana kita pilih untuk membesar.. jalan apa yang kita pilih untuk diikuti.. semuanya pada ketika inilah pilihan dibuat.. pilihan untuk masa hadapan..