~Aku Untukmu~

           DIA memandang gadis dihadapannya itu dengan satu pandangan yang sayu. bagaimana dia ingin menjalani hidupnya berjauhan dari gadis itu. dia mencintainya lebih dari nyawanya sendiri.

"Awak? kenapa awak pandang saya macam tu?" soal Najwa.

"Awak, saya ada sesuatu nak beritahu awak..." Najwa memandang Khairi. dadanya berdebar kencang. melihat daripada riak wajah Khairi, dia tahu ianya sesuatu yang tak baik. "Apa?" soalnya perlahan.

"Saya akan ditukarkan... kerja ke luar negara... selama 2 tahun..." Gadis itu terdiam. matanya memandang tepat ke arah pemuda itu tanpa bersuara. 

"A... Awak okay?" Soal Khairi. "Oh, baguslah. lagipun, inikan impian awak. pergilah.. s.. saya tak kisah..." ujar gadis itu tersenyum. khairi mengeluh perlahan. dia tahu disebalik senyuman itu jelas tergambar kesedihan dan keperitan yang di alami gadis itu. 

"Saya minta maaf..."

DI SITU mereka berdiri. di tengah-tengah kesibukan orang ramai yang berpusu-pusu di lampangan terbang itu. Najwa tertunduk menahan sebak. dia menjauhkan diri dari Khairi dan keluarga yang menghantarnya ke lampangan terbang itu. setelah mengucapkan selamat tinggal, kakinya melangkah ke arah gadis yang sedang menantinya. 

"Hai, Najwa..." dia menyapa. senyap... tiada jawapan.

"Najwa, awak okay?" sepasang tangan melingkari lehernya tiba-tiba. kedengaran esakan tangisan yang sudah tidak boleh ditahan lagi. bahunya sudah basah dengan air mata gadis itu. 

"Kenapa awak perlu pergi? tolong jangan pergi. jangan tinggalkan saya."

"Sayang... tolong jangan menangis.. jangan sedih..."

"Saya tak nak berpisah dengan awak..."

"Saya tahu.. saya pun sama.. tapi, saya lakukan ni, demi masa depan kita. masa depan awak dan saya. tolong ya sayang... jangan menangis.." Khairi meleraikan pelukan. kedua-dua belah tangannya memegang pipi gadis itu lalu air matanya diseka lembut. dia mencapai sebatang pen dari saku bajunya. tangan gadis itu dicapai. 

dia kemudiannya melukis satu garisan di keliling jari manis gadis itu. 

"Saya berjanji, bila saya balik nanti, saya akan jadikan awak isteri saya yang sah.. saya janji..." 

DIA memandang langit. kapal terbang yang membawa kekasih hati telah hilang di sebalik awan. dia sudah pergi. jauh darinya. air mata diseka perlahan. senyuman kecil terukir sambil tangan kirinya menggenggam jari manis di tangan kanannya. "Saya tunggu awak kat sini..." bisiknya perlahan.

setelah mengucapkan selamat tinggal pada keluarga Khairi, Najwa berjalan menuju ke tempat letak kereta.  

kereta dipandu perlahan ke jalan raya. guruh mula kedengaran di langit. tidak lama selepas itu, hujan mula turun membasahi bumi. keadaan itu menyebabkan penglihatannya tidak jelas. tiba-tiba dia ternampak sepasang lampu yang agak besar di hadapan dan satu bunyi hon mula kedengaran kuat. "Ya Allah!!" kereta yang dipandu mula merempuh bahu jalan ketika dia cuba mengelak dari melanggar lori di hadapan. keretanya meluncur laju dan menjunam ke dalam gaung.

'KAT mana ni? kenapa tempat ni gelap? mana semua orang? mama? Khairi? awak kat mana? mama? mama kat mana? tolong! sesiapa? ' keadaan di sekeliling kelihatan gelap. lebih gelap dari malam hari. dia cuba untuk bangun. namun, usahanya menemui kegagalan. 'apa yang berlaku ni? ' 

"-jwa..." 'apa? ada orang panggil aku ke? ' "Najwa.." 'Ya! suara tu! mama! mama kat mana?'

"Najwa, bangun sayang.." 'mama menangis? kenapa mama menangis?' dia cuba membuka matanya perlahan-lahan. keadaan yang gelap mula beransur cerah. cahaya putih mula menyilaukan matanya. dia memandang sekeliling. itu dia. mama..

"Dia dah sedar! dia dah sedar! Pak Mat, panggil doktor..." lelaki yang berada di sebelah Puan Maria itu mengangguk lalu menghilangkan diri di sebalik pintu.

"Ma..mama.. ap.. apa yang dah berlaku?" soal gadis itu ingin tahu.

"Sayang... kamu kemalangan.. dah sebulan kamu koma.. Alhamdulillah, akhirnya kamu sedar juga." Najwa tersenyum. syukur, dia masih diberi peluang untuk hidup.  

dia cuba untuk menggerakkan kakinya. nafasnya terhenti seketika. dia cuba merasa kakinya. 

"Mama? mana kaki saya? kaki saya mama? mana kaki saya??" matanya mula berkaca. selimut ditarik perlahan. kedua-dua belah kakinya tidak kelihatan. yang tinggal cuma kedua-dua belah pehanya. 

"Mama??? mana kaki saya???" air mata mula membasahi pipi. dia mula meraung. Puan Maria memeluk erat anak gadisnya. "Sabar sayang.. sabar. ini semua kehendak Allah. bersabarlah sayang.." "Tapi, kaki saya... Ya Allah!!!" disebabkan kemalangan itu, kedua-dua belah kakinya telah hilang dan separuh bahagian wajahnya terbakar. kalau dulu wajahnya cantik secantik bidadari namun sekarang semuanya telah berubah. 

"MAMA, jangan beritahu Khairi pasal ni.." ujar gadis itu perlahan.

"Kenapa, sayang?" soal Puan Maria.

"Dia takkan inginkan saya lagi. saya dah tak cantik lagi. saya dah tak layak untuk dia lagi.." air mata mengalir laju. 

"Dulu saya cantik.... sekarang.. saya raksasa..." dia terus menekup wajahnya.

setiap hari Khairi cuba menghubunginya namun tak satu pun dia jawab. akhirnya, pemuda itu berputus asa. tiada lagi sms mahupun panggilan darinya. si gadis mula yakin yang pemuda itu telah melupakannya. dua tahun berlalu dengan cepat. bagaikan baru semalam semuanya berlaku. hari itu, dia hanya berehat di dalam bilik. walaupun dia tak mahu, tetapi fikirannya tetap memikirkan pemuda itu. "Sayang, mama nak cakap sikit, boleh?" soal Puan Maria yang tiba-tiba muncul di muka pintu biliknya. "Ada apa mama?"

"Najwa, Khairi dah balik... dan dia nak jumpa kamu.." najwa menekup mukanya. "Tak, mama.. saya tak nak jumpa dengan dia.. tolong cakap kat dia yang saya tak ada.." 

"Mama tahu kamu akan cakap macam tu.. ni, dia suruh mama tolong berikan pada kamu.." Najwa mengangkat wajahnya lalu memandang sekeping sampul surat berwarna merah jambu yang dihulurkan oleh ibunya. surat itu dengan perlahan di capainya. dia membaca tulisan yang tertera di atas sampul surat itu. 

"Undangan ke Majlis Perkahwinan.." air mata berjuraian mengalir tanpa henti. dia mula yakin yang Khairi sudah tidak mencintainya lagi dan ingin berkahwin dengan perempuan lain. dengan berat hati, dia membuka sampul surat itu dan membaca kad jemputan yang berbau wangi itu. "Undangan ke Majlis Perkahwinan Khairi dan.... N.. Najwa??" dia terkedu. bukan ke itu nama dia? apa ni? najwa memandang ke arah pintu biliknya. kelihatan seorang lelaki yang amat dirinduinya sedang berdiri di situ sambil memandang tepat ke arahnya. "Khairi?" khairi berjalan perlahan ke arahnya lalu melutut.

"Jangan pandang saya.. saya dah tak cantik lagi.. saya tak layak untuk awak.." dia cuba menekup wajahnya namun dihalang oleh Khairi. 

"Seminggu selepas awak sedar dari koma, mama awak hantar gambar awak pada saya tanpa pengetahuan awak... bila kali pertama saya tengok gambar awak, saya tersenyum. tiada apa pun yang dah berubah. awak masih secantik dulu.. bukan wajah yang menjadi pilihan saya, dan awak tahu tu. saya sayangkan awak dari dulu sampai sekarang. malah setiap hari perasaan tu semakin bertambah.." dia kemudiannya mengeluarkan sebuah kotak kecil dari saku bajunya. dihulurkan ke depan dan dibuka perlahan. sebentuk cincin bertatahkan batu permata putih kelihatan tersergam indah di dalam kotak itu..

"Nurul Najwa binti Ahmah, Suditak awak jadi permaisuri hidup saya buat selama-lamanya?"

air mata kembali mengalir dan dibiarkan tanpa diseka.

"Ya... ya, saya sudi!!" terus dia memeluk pemuda itu.

 "Saya cintakan awak sampai akhir hayat saya..." ujar Khairi.

cinta suci tidak mengenal paras rupa, pangkat dan darjat. yang penting hati. kalau hati dah sayang, semua itu sudah tidak penting lagi. lagipun, jika kita inginkan yang halal, Allah akan bantu dan permudahkan segala urusan kita. InsyaAllah...

~MY HERO~

Here's my second story.. Enjoy~~

THE SKY looked bright that night. The moon stood still and the stars were glowing around it. It was a beautiful night. The dojo was empty. Except for one boy who was standing on the blue mat on the floor. He did nothing. Just standing there like a statue. Earlier that day, an important tournament had been held in the dojo. A tournament that decided who would hold the next great karate worrior title. just a few hours ago, the dojo was the noisiest place in town, but now it was the most silence one.

He exhaled his breath. He took a few steps outside the dojo before lying on the grass soundlessly. He stared at the moon like it was about to fall from the sky.

“That is such a beautiful moon. Don’t you think it’s too big for you?” he shocked. He sat up and looked behind. A very familiar man with a bright skin and a blonde hair smiled at him. He smiled back.

“Sorry Edd. I didn’t notice you’re standing there.” He said. Eddy took his place next to the boy who was 11 years younger than him.

“So, what happen to you?” asked Eddy. The boy smiled awkwardly.

“What are you talking about?” “I know there’s something wrong with you. You are not like the boy I used to know these past 8 years.” “Nah, I’m fine. What makes you say that?”

“Come on, Danny. You just won the biggest karate tournament in this country. Isn’t that what you have been dreaming for in your whole life? You were so excited to win that tournament. And now, when you got what you want, you didn’t seem to feel happy about it.” “Don’t worry Edd. Of course I’m happy. I’m the best karate worrior in this country. I just have a little problem, that’s all, and it is my personal problem.” Danny stood up. Along with Eddy. “I don’t know what your problem is, but, try to forget about it today and enjoy your victory, okay?” Eddy put his hand on Danny’s shoulder and smile. Danny nodded.

“Thanks, Sensei. I think, I’d better get going now. See you tomorrow.” He then walked slowly leaving the dojo and went straight back to his house.

“THAT’S odd, it’s still early.” His house was dark. Just like a blackout. But, it was not a blackout. It was odd if his parent already asleep. It’s just 8.30 p.m. danny reached for the door knob and opened the door in front of him. He tried to find the light’s sources. He reached for the switch and activated it.

“SURPRISE!! Congratulations Danny!!!” everyone was there. Included Eddy. How did he get here so fast? Never mind that. His parents and friends were throwing a big surprise party for him. Just to congratulate him on winning the karate tournament. He smiled. At least, now he was happy. He looked at his best friends from the dojo one by one. There’s Lucy, Frank, Brad, Shane and Jimmy. There are also his classmates. All of them.

“My son… I’m so proud of you..” Kate Edmund, Danny’s mother embraced him with so much love and proud. While was still in the embrace, he stared at his father, Jack Edmund, who was standing against the wall. Jack just smiled at him and nodded. He smiled back.

“Come, Danny. I make your favorite chicken.” Kate tried to pull Danny to the kitchen table but he refused.

“You go ahead mom. You too guys. I want to get change first. I’ll be right back.” Kate then nodded before Danny makes his way to his room, up stair.

“Okay, guys. Let’s eat. Come..”

AFTER changing to a clean clothes, Danny walked towards his room’s balcony. He stared at a thumb drive in his hand. “What should I do now?”

AFTER finished his karate practice that evening, he walked home alone. That day, he didn’t take his usual path. He took a shortcut through an ally in his neighborhood. He didn’t know why, but he felt strange. “Give us the damn thumb drive!!” “No!! Never!!” Danny shocked. He ran towards the voices and hide behind a wall.

There were two men. They were beating a guy in a suit. The suit guy was badly injured, but, the two men didn’t show any mercy. They were just beating the guy while saying the same sentence. “Give us the damn thumb drive!” “Even if you kill me, I will never give it to you!”

“That’s it! I’ve had enough with you!” one of the men pulled out a knife and before he could do anything, the knife was already inside his chest. He was breathing hardly. Both of his hands held his injured chest.

“Search him!” the other man nodded and started to search something in the guy’s clothes.

“Hey! Stop that!!” someone shouted at them. The other man stopped searching the guy. The man with the knife step forward. “who are you, kid? What are you doing here?” he asked.

“I saw what you did to the guy. Let him go!” the knife man laughed. His friend too. “You saw everything? And that’s means; we can’t let you alive, kid.” Before Danny could say anything, the knife man attacked him with his knife. Thanked god he knew karate for almost 8 years. He beated up both of them. “You’ll never get away, brat! You better be ready for us!” said one of the men before they ran away with bruises and wounds. Danny kneed down. the injured guy seems to slowly lost consciousness. “Hey! Mister? Are you alright? Mister! Stay with me! I’ll get you to the hospital!” Danny was about to take his cell phone out, but the guy stopped him. He reached for Danny’s hand and put something on his hand. A blue thumb drive. “Keep… i..it.. s… safe…” after a few words, he was gone. No more breath came out from his nose and no more beats came out from his chest. he died. A guy just died in front of him.

“DANNY? May I come in?” his flashback was cut off by someone voice. He looked at a girl standing at his opened door. “Lucy? What are you doing here? You supposed to be down stair, with everyone.”

“No. you should be down there. it’s your party. Not mine.” She said with an annoy voice.

“Ow.. s.. sorry..” “Danny, what is wrong with you? What happen? You didn’t seem like Danny I used to know.” Danny chuckled. It was like a copy paste sentence. He heard it from Eddy an hour ago.

“Nothing is wrong with me, Lucy. I’m fine. Maybe I’m just tired. You know, tired of kicking butt a few hours ago.”  Lucy giggled. At least, she heard him chuckled. But she wanted to see his grin. His trademark grin.

“Eddy told me that you have a personal problem.” “Ah, Eddy is such a big mouth.” Lucy chuckled. “Listen. I don’t know what your problem is and it’s okay if you don’t want to tell me. But, if you need someone to trust to or depend on to… just remember, that I will always be there for you. And I’ll try my best to help you…” Danny smiled. He really loved this girl. From all the girls that chased him at school, Lucy was the only one that sticks in his heart. Although, he hide his feeling from her, but Brad knew about it.

“Thanks Lucy. I will tell you, but, not now…” he said. Lucy nodded before pull Danny’s hand.

“Hey, where are we going?” “Down of course. Everyone’s waiting for you.” “Oh, o..okay..”

EVERYONE in the Dojo seems to have so much energy. Their sensei, Eddy, teach them another karate technique. “Yes, very good guys. You guys are very fast learner.” He said. “Of course we are. We want to be karate master like you, sensei.” Frank said. “Hey Edd, would you teach me how to do a back flip?” asked Brad. “Of course, watch and learn.” Eddy jumped and makes a perfect back flip. Everyone was amazed. “Woa, you’re great, Sensei.” Praised Jimmy.

“Hey, Lucy. Got a sec?” Danny whispered to Lucy’s ear. Lucy nodded.

“Hey, Edd. We catch up with you guys later.” Danny said before pulled Lucy out to a café near the Dojo. They sat on a table that was far from others.

“I need to tell you something.” Danny started his conversation. “Sure. What is it?”

“Lucy, my life is in a grave danger.” Danny’s words really shocked Lucy. “What are you saying? Someone want to kill you or something?” Danny nodded. “So, that’s what bothering you yesterday?” Danny nodded again. “But, who?” Danny looked around. Made sure that no one heard them. “The day before the tournament, I witnessed a murdered incident.” “What?” “Shhh…” Danny put his index finger on Lucy’s lip. “you see, I didn’t took my usual path that day. I walked through in an ally. That’s where I saw two guys were beating a guy in a suit. When they stabbed him with a knife, I came out from my hiding place and beat them up. Before they gone, they said that, I better be ready for them. before the guy in the suit died, he gave me this.” Danny pulled out a blue thumb drive from his pocket and gave it to Lucy.

“A thumb drive?” “Yes. He told me to keep it safe.” “What is in it?” “I don’t know…” lucy then smiled. “Let’s find out.” That made Danny smiled too. “Okay.” 

“HI MRS STACY..” Danny followed Lucy inside her house before greet Lucy’s mother, Jasmine Stacy. “Oh, hi Danny boy. Congratulations on winning the karate tournament yesterday. You’re so cool back then.” Said Jasmine with huge smile on her face. She had known Danny, since the boy was still 7 years old. That was when Danny started to move in around her neighborhood. Danny and Lucy had been a best friend since then. “Ow, thanks Mrs. Stacy.” “Okay now mom. We’re going upstairs now. I’m in my room if you need me.” Said Lucy while pulling Danny’s hand. “Okay, just don’t break anything..” Danny chuckled.

Lucy turn on her laptop. Danny sat beside her. Her room didn’t change a bit since his first visit to her room 10 years ago. “So, what do we have here…” Lucy put the thumb drive inside the U.S.B hole at the side of the laptop. She moved the laptop mouse and click on a folder on the laptop’s screen. “Secret?” Danny read the word that was written under the folder. “Click it.” He said. Lucy did what she had been told. Inside the folder, there was a blueprint of a weapon. “What is this?” Asked Lucy. “I think it’s a weapon.” “So, that’s why the bad guys after it. It contains the blueprint of a weapon.” Danny nodded. “see this.. this blueprint belongs to F.B.I. so the guy that gave me this thumb drive was an F.B.I agent.” He said. “Danny, I think you just got involved in a serious criminal case.” “What should I do now, Lucy? Should we go to the police?” “Yeah, I think we should.” “We’ll go tomorrow, okay?” Lucy nodded. “For now, I think we should get back to the Dojo. Maybe everyone is waiting for us. We‘ll celebrating your victory, remember?” “Oh yeah, let’s go..” “You’ll go first. I’ll catch up with you later. I need to go to the bathroom.” “Yeah, sure.”

“DANNY, where’s Lucy?” asked Eddy when Danny arrived at the Dojo. “Oh, she’s at her house. You know, lady’s business.” Eddy just nodded. Danny’s phone rang making everyone looking at him. ‘Unknown number’. “Hello, Danny’s here.” “Danny… come… quicklly!!” hey, he knew the voice. It belongs to Lucy’s mother. “Mrs. Stacy? What’s wrong?” “Come here!! Quick!!” her voice was cut off.  Danny stared at his cell phone. “What wrong, Danny?” asked Shane. “I don’t know, but I have a bad feeling about this.” A second later, he ran out of the Dojo and straight to Lucy’s house. Eddy, Brad, Shane, Frank and Jimmy followed him from behind. Lucy’s house seems empty. But the door was wide open. Danny just burst into the house and find out that everything in the house was not in its place. “What happened here?”asked Brad. “Don’t know. It’s still normal when I left this place. Lucy!! Mrs. Stacy!! Where are you?!?!” silence. No answer. “Where are they?” Asked Shane. “Danny!! Come here!” Danny ran towards the kitchen, where Eddy was standing. “Mrs. Stacy!!” a woman was lying on the floor, unconscious. Danny listened to her heartbeat. “Thank goodness, she still alive. Brad, call for an ambulance and police too.” Brad did what he’d been told. Danny went to the living room before climb the stairs to Lucy’s room. Her room was the same as the living room. Looks like Lucy had some fight with someone in this room. Danny looked around. His eyes stopped at a small piece of paper lying down on the floor. It was a note that says; ‘We have your girl. Come alone to the old building at the other side of the town. Bring the thumb drive with you. If you call the police, or bring someone with you, we’ll blow up your precious girlfriend.’ “Damn it!!” Danny torn the piece of paper into smaller pieces and throw it away. After a short thinking, he ran downstairs. “Hey, Danny.. where are you going?” Asked Frank. Danny didn’t answered him. He just ran out from the house and search for a cab.

HE arrived at an old building. There were trees and ruins around the building. It must been so old. Danny walked slowly inside the building. There’s no one there. “I’m here!! Where are you?!?!” he shouted. His questions was answered by a laugh from the second floor of the building. Then, an old man that was not so old, sitting on a wheelchair with cigarette in his mouth appeared on the second floor. Then a few ugly and strong guys appeared behind him and also in front of Danny. “Who are you and what have you done with Lucy?” his voice was not so loud but full of anger. “Don’t worry, your girl is safe… of course, for now..” he laugh again. “What kind of criminal are you sitting on a wheelchair…” “That’s none of your business, brat. Now, did you bring me the thumb drive?” Danny pulled out a blue thumb drive from his pocket and showed it to the wheelchair man. “Great. Give it to the guy in front of you.” Danny did what he had been told. He threw the thumb drive to a guy in front of him.

“Where is Lucy?” he asked. The other guy brought Lucy who was tied up and with the wheelchair man command, he threw her to Danny. “Lucy?!? Are you alright?”  Danny untied Lucy’s hand. “Yes, I’m fine. Don’t worry about me.” “Oh, thank goodness you alright.” Danny looked at the wheelchair man. “Can we go now?” he asked. “Not before we confirm that you are giving us the right thumb drive.” He said. Danny exhaled his breath. “Shit.. Lucy, get ready.” “What? Why?” Danny didn’t answered her.

“Sir, it’s a fake.” Said the guy with the computer. “What?!?! How dare you brat! You fooled us?” Danny smiled. “That’s what you get for trusting a brat like me.” “Kill them!!” all of the guys step forward and tried to hit them. with their karate experience, the beat them up. Although they were great at karate, but with so many enemies, they got injured. But, they beat them up one by one. “Oh, that’s it. I had enough of you.” The wheelchair man pulled out a gun and shoot at Danny. The bullet went straight on Danny’s shoulder. That made Danny fell on his knees. “Danny!!” Lucy tried to help Danny but she was stopped by the bad guys. Another bullet was released. But, not from the wheelchair man. It was from a police officer that burst into the old building. “You are under arrested for kidnapping, murdering and selling illegal weapons in the black market, Johny Dronbolt!” he said. The other police officers came in and arrested all of the bad guys included their boss, the wheelchair man, Johny Dronbolt. Lucy ran to Danny and embraced him tight. “Danny, are you okay? Stay with me!!” but Danny lose so much blood. His view became darker and darker. All he could see was Lucy’s face , an angel face spoke to him. He smiled. “I… l… love… y..you.. you… Lu..cy.” then, everything went black.

HE opened his eyes a few times because of the bright light in front of him. “Aahh, what happen?” he asked with a weak voice. “Don’t worry, you just got shoot on your shoulder. Nothing serious than that.” Said one sweet voice. Danny looked at the voice owner. “Lucy? Lucy! Are you alright? Are you hurt?” he asked. Not as weak as before. Lucy giggled. “No, I’m fine, Danny. Don’t worry about me.” “Oh, good.” Then, he remembered something. “Did I said anything, while I was unconscious?” he asked. “no, but you did say something before you lose your consciousness.” Danny shocked. “What did I say?” he remembered, but he just wanted to make sure that he said the right thing. “You said that… that… you love me… is that true?” Danny blushed. “Danny!! You’re awake!! That’s a relieve..” Eddy burst into the room along with Frank, Brad, Shane and Jimmy. ‘Eddy, you came in the right time. I owe you one.’ Danny’s heart spoke. “Thanks guys. Hey, how did the police knew we was there?” he asked. “Oh, after you left, we went to Lucy’s room and find the note that you’ve torn off. The police fixed it and we knew where were you went.” Explained Brad. “and for that we owe you guys our life. thanks my friends.” “No problem, mate. We’re friends right. That’s what friends do.” Said Jimmy.

A week later..

LUCY sat there. On the grass outside the Dojo. After the incident, she could not sleep well. So, she came to the Dojo to calm her mind. She just sat there. Stared at the sky, the moon and the stars. It was a full moon that night. It was so beautiful. Enough to calm her heart. Danny didn’t say anything about his feeling since their first talk was cut off by Eddy. She just waited until Danny admitted what he told her before he fainted. He was shocked by a pair of hands embraced her from behind. “Hey there, Lucy.” She knew the voice. She smiled. “What is it, Danny?” she said with an annoy voice. “What’s with that voice?” Danny sat next to her. “Nothing. Hey, I want to thank you for saving me back then. If you didn’t came, I think I would be dead by now.” “Don’t say such thing. I came to save you, and that’s what happen. I had promised myself that I will never let anything bad happen to you.” He said. Before Lucy could say anything, Danny embraced her one more time. But this time with so much love and care. “Lucy, I need to tell you something. And this time I’ll do it properly.” He said while Lucy was still in his embrace. He pulled out his embrace and hold Lucy’s face. “Lucy, I love you. I love you, Lucy. I love you…” lucy giggled. “What so funny?” he asked. “You are…” “What?” “You looked so cute saying that words.” Lucy giggled again. Danny bow down but Lucy raised his head up with her hands. “I love you too, Danny. With all my heart. I love you..” Danny grinned. Finally, she could saw Danny’s trademark grin. How she missed that grin. Danny embraced her once more. “I will always be there for you.. I promise..” “me too…”

~THE END~

sorry for the broken English..

I'd tried my best..

YOU'RE MINE

it's been a while since the last time i updated this blog...
okay, how about if today i'll share you a story that i wrote last year...

~YOU'RE MINE~

THE SUN is in a good mood today. Everything around it seems happy to see the light again after the raining of cats and dogs last night. The morning breeze at the seashore is so refreshing. Near the beautiful beach was built a giant villa with a gray paint around it. The silent and the calm of the scenery was disturb by the sound of a cute colorful mini van’s engine that slowly park in front of the villa. Then, 3 boys come out from the minivan along with 4 other girls. One of the boys walks closely to the villa. His jaws drop open. He is so amaze on what he sees.

“What the hell is this? Is this really is your family’s villa, Syakir?” Asyraf the 19 years old boy stands without losing his focus on the big and great villa in front of him. He wears a blue short sleeves shirt and a pair of white short pants along with a pair of blue sport shoes. Syakir, who’s wearing a red short sleeves jacket and a white t-shirt underneath with a pair of brown short pants walk slowly beside Asyraf. He places his right hand on Asyraf’s shoulder.

“I know… it’s great isn’t it?” Asyraf turn to Syakir and chuckle.

“Great? What do you mean by great? This is fantastic!!” his chuckle turn into a laugh and he run towards the main door before burst into the villa. Syakir just smile.

“Okay guys. Let’s get in.” He says to his other friends who also amaze on what they are looking at. They enter the huge villa with smile and excited feelings.

“Okay, this villa has 10 rooms, so, each of you guys can have a room for yourself.” Syakir explain to his friends before the girls start to scream of joy and run to pick their own room.

“You are the best, Syakir!” say Irma. “Of course I am…” say Syakir with huge smile on his face. “Hey girls, make sure you get ready in 30 minutes okay… we are going to the beach.” Syakir remind the girls about their plan.

“Okay. Don’t worry. We’ll get ready before you know it.” Say Mei Mei before she enter her room.

“Wow! This is so exciting!” Asyraf pulls Danny’s hand and before they know it they were in the water and struggling with the waves. “What do you do that for?” ask Danny, innocent. Asyraf turns to Danny with his famous grin on his face.

“Relax, Danny. Try to have some fun..” he says. Still with his grin. Then his eyes went to the shore where Syakir and the girls are preparing their food and drinks for the picnic. But, his eyes stop at one person, a person that’s truly important to him. Amy… yes! His Amy! He had crushed for Amy since their first met around 6 years ago. When they were still 13-years old. Yet, she didn’t know anything about his feelings towards her. It seems like all of their friends knew about it except for her.

“Oi Danny! Asyraf! Come and eat first. We still didn’t eat since we arrived.” Call Lisya.

“Great! I’m starving!” Asyraf quickly run towards his friends leaving Danny walking slowly behind him. “What an eating beast. He just ate a few minutes ago.” Say Danny while he shook his head.

Today, the weather isn’t as good as yesterday. The black clouds are stopping the sun from shining that morning. They cannot have fun outside because of  the weather.

“Ah.. I’m bored. Why can’t we play outside?” Asyraf sound just like a child who didn’t get the chance to play outside. “Asyraf, stop acting like a child. As you can see, it’s about to rain.” Say Irma. They gathered around in the living room watching television.

“Yeah, I know. But I’m bored…” Amy just smile when she sees Asyraf’s cute face. Yes, it’s true. She fell for him too. Since the day Asyraf helped her when she got scolded by a teacher 6 years ago. Amy had been accused for stealing the mid year exam’s answer sheets. But, Asyraf helped her to prove that she was innocent. And also, no one knows about the crush except herself.

“Okay, I know how we can have fun even though it will rain soon.” Say Syakir.

“Really? How?” Ask Asyraf with his grin on his face.

“Let’s go for some shopping!” suggest Shakir. His suggestion gets a ‘yeah’ from his friends.

“How about if we go separate ways? I know that you guys want to buy something different from each other, right?” ask Syakir.

“Yeah, you’re right. I’ve got so many things to buy and I don’t want you guys to wait for me.” Say Irma. So, they agreed. Syakir, Danny, Asyraf, Amy and Irma went to the separate ways while, Mei Mei and Lisya decided to go shopping together.

“Wait, make sure you know your way back to the villa. We’ll meet there, Okay.” They walk away after they gave their answer to Syakir.

Asyraf makes his way home after 3 hours walking around the town, alone. He didn’t buy anything, except for some food he ate when he got hungry every 10 minutes he walked. He didn’t know why, but he had this kind of eating habit since he was 7 years old. That was when he started his martial art lessons with his father. He thought maybe he needs more energy to perform the martial arts. So, why did he care? He loves to eat. A lot.

He reaches for the door knob. It’s lock. That’s mean he is the first one home. So, he sat down on a chair outside the villa, wait for others to get back.

15 minutes later, Syakir walk slowly to the villa. His hand carries his shopping bags. His eyes catch a boy who’s sleeping on a chair next to the main door. He chuckle.

“Hei, Asyraf. Wake up! I’m home, let’s go inside.” Asyraf start stretching his back. Syakir unlock the door and they enter the villa.

1 hour had past. Everyone was home already except for one. Asyraf look around. Syakir and Lisya are making dinner in the kitchen. Mei Mei and Irma is chit chatting about something that he doesn’t want to know what. Danny is reading a book on the sofa. Amy… where’s Amy? She should be home now. The main door is open suddenly.

“Hei, where have you been? It’s la-“ Now, his grin turn down. His face full of shock. There she is, walking slowly in front of her friends. Crying. She can’t cry. In Asyraf’s world, Amy cannot cry. She cannot get hurt. She had to smile always. She can’t cry. His Amy can’t cry. He hates it when Amy’s crying. Everyone stop on what they are doing. Everyone in shock. With her clothes were thorns off. Her hair looks messy. Her face and skin full of wounds. Her sobbing goes louder when she sees her friends’ face.

“Amy, what happen?” Irma’s question didn’t get an answer when Amy start running to her room and lock the door from inside.

The silence takes over the living room. Asyraf do not lose his focus on the door that Amy disappeared into. Asyraf walk slowly to the door before Syakir stop him.

“Don’t. She needs a girl to comfort her now. Irma, go inside. Take the first aid kit with you.” Irma nod. She grabs the first aid kit on the closet and walk slowly towards Amy’s room.

“Irma, find out who did it and where.” Once again she nods.

“Amy, open the door. It’s Irma. Let me in.” the door is open slowly and Irma enter before she close and lock the door again.

Amy cries again and again. Her sobbing goes louder and louder. “Amy, shh.. Don’t cry. I’m here for you. Tell me what happen.” Ask Irma while treating Amy’s wounds.

“I’m fine, Irma. Don’t worry about me. I’m fine.” She says along with her sobbing.

“I know you don’t Amy. Tell me..” Irma is still trying. “I just got hurt. That’s all. I’m fine now.” Irma silent herself. She looks at Amy. “I know you got hurt, Amy. And I know that they hurt you the way that you didn’t like, right?” silent. “You got raped. Am I right, Amy?” “Shut up! Get out! Leave me alone!!” “But Amy…” “I said get out and leave me alone!!!” Irma know that she doesn’t have any other choice. So, she walks slowly, exit the room. She closes the door behind her and stares at her friends. Her friends wait for words to come out from her mouth before Irma shook her heads slowly. She can’t tell them now. If Asyraf know he will mess it up. And that will disturb Amy’s feeling and thought.

They sit in the dining room. Eating dinner in silent and awkward way. Without Amy. Everyone bows down. Sad. Now, everyone knows what happen to Amy except for Asyraf. They refuse to tell him. Asyraf push his plate aside without touching anything. “Come on guys, tell me. What are you guys whispering about a few minutes ago?” he asks his friends. They look at each other. “Let’s just say that everything that happens to Amy is very bad.” Answers Syakir. Asyraf stands up and leaves the dining room. He walks towards the main door and leaves the villa. “Where is he going?” Asks Lisya. “Who knows?” Says Danny. “I feel bad for him. We should tell him you guys.” Says Mei Mei. “No, we can’t. We all know Asyraf very well right. He always makes his own decision without listening to any advice from others. If he knew, he will mess everything up.” Syakir says with a guilty face.

He walks around the town in the heavy rain. He doesn’t care about it. Asyraf stops at a café in the middle of the town. After ordering a cup of hot chocolate, he takes out his cell phone and stares at Amy’s picture.

“Ha ha ha… you’re right. She is cute.” Says a man with a beard on his face. The other guy with long blonde hair nods and laughs even more. They sat at a desk behind Asyraf so Asyraf can hears all of their conversation. “Yeah, you’re right. I really want a girlfriend like her.” “Ha ha… just in your dream, idiot. You saw how big boss thorn her clothes away. She is so sexy, I tell you.” “Yeah… listen on how she cried on her boyfriend’s name? Asyraf…. Hahaha” Asyraf shocks when they mention his name. “Her voice.. oh… I want to hear it again… she is so cute..” then, Asyraf shows Amy’s picture to them. “Is she as cute as her?” he asks. Then the two guys laugh harder. “Hey, she is the one.. How can you have her picture?” asks the long hair guy. Before they start to laugh again, Asyraf punchs his belly hard making blood come out from his mouth. He losts consciousness afterwards. Ashraf turns to the beard guy. “So, old man. Mind telling me what happen to this girl you’re talking about?” he pulls the guy’s shirt up. “Tell me!!” he shouts mad. “Okay okay… urm… o.. our boss.. He… he rape her..” before he can continue Asyraf punch his head and stomach. Blood came out from his mouth before he lost consciousness. “Great, I forgot to ask where the big boss is..” he says before he leave the café while people keeps staring at him.

Amy got raped. Someone raped his Amy! His Amy!! He runs towards the villa before bursts into the huge house making everyone shock. “Syakir, how about stopping him..” Danny says with his finger pointing at Asyraf. With a mad and serious face, Asyraf walks towards Amy’s room. Syakir stops him from getting any further.

“I’m sorry, Asyraf. But Amy needs her space alone.” He says. Asyraf’s eyes still focusing on Amy’s door. “Move…” his voice doesn’t sound loud or threatening. Yet still can make Syakir shivers and gives Asyraf his way. He continues walking towards the door before he slams himself at the door. After the door bursts open he sees Amy sitting on her bed while hugging her knees with his face on it. She looks up and sees Asyraf is standing in front of him with a very serious and scary face. Amy turns away. She can’t meet Asyraf’s eyes. They are too scary. “Tell me everything, Amy…” That’s not a question. Soon, she tells him everything. From the very beginning till the end. Her eyes still doesn’t meet his eyes. She hugs her knees tighter and tears start rushing down on her cheek. She also tells him how the guy that raped her looks like. He has a cross scar on his face. A thick moustache under his nose. His skin is dark brown. Then, Amy turns to face Asyraf. Try to sees his eyes but, he’s gone.

Asyraf runs to the town again. Run towards the café, try to search for the two guys that he beats down. But the owner says that some other guys with scary faces came and brought them away. “Argh! Where did they go?” then he runs towards any restaurants, café and even bars. But, he doesn’t find anything. He stops at a bar called Precious Bar. he faces the owner that is an english man with a creepy moustache. “Sir, can I ask you something?” “Yes, what is it, boy?” well, he seems friendly. “Did you see a guy with a cross scar on his face came here today?” “Wait, let me think.. oh yes.. I saw him. But he already left 3 hours ago.” “What? Ah.. I’m too late.. damn it!” then, he walks out from the bar and makes his way home.

“So, what are we going to do now? He’s already gone..” asks Mei Mei. They look at each other. “Let’s just pray that he didn’t do anything stupid.” Says Syakir. They were shocked by someone slamming the front door. Asyraf walks slowly to the living room and shocks when he sees all of his friends were there except for Amy. “Where have you been? Did you went to the police station? Do you want our help?” asks Lisya as soon as Asyraf walks in. “No, leave them to me. I’ll fight them myself.” “What? Are you crazy? Do you want to get kill or what? Don’t be such a sellfish and listen to our advice! Amy is our friend too!” Shouts Syakir, mad. “No, I want to be sellfish.. I was too late and that’s all because of you guys.. if you just told me everything earlier I’ll meet them earlier. But now they’re gone. And thanks to you guys I don’t know where they are!” Asyraf walks slowly towards Syakir. “Yes she is our friend! Yes she is important to us! But the reason I want to fight alone , the reason I want to pay them myself and find justice for Amy is because…” Asyraf pulls Syakir’s neck up. “Amy is mine!!” then he pushs Syakir backwards and leaves again. No one follows. They shock. They’ve never seen that side of Asyraf before. The childish, cheerful and stupid self had turn into someone different.

She exhales heavily. she looks at the shutting door. The door where Asyraf dissapeared to a few minutes ago. ‘What am i going to do right now? I’m scared. Asyraf will hate me now. I don’t want that to happen. I love him! I love Asyraf! I don’t want to lose him. I want to be with him. But, I don’t know if he had the same feeling as mine. What if… what if he just look at me as a regular friend? And after all that’s happen today, will he still look at me as a friend? What if he disgusts with me?’ along with the thought, she cries again, but even louder. The crying and sobbing last for about a half an hour. Then, she gets up, walks her way to the bathroom. Washes herself in the bathtub. She has to clean herself from that dirty hands that had touch her. She’s been in there for about an hour. After get herself dry, she puts on some clean clothes. A black long sleeve jacket with a white t-shirt underneath. Along with a pair of long  jeans. She ties her hair up into a ponytail. She stares at her reflection in the mirror. She inhales a long breath and exhales them slowly. Now, is the time to face her friends. She walks slowly towards the door and exits the room. She closes the door behind her and stares at her friends.

“Amy!!” Irma runs towards her bestfriend before hugs her tight. Her smile and embrace comfort Amy a bit. Now she knows that her friends still love her.

“Irma, I’m sorry for shouting at you. It was an accident.” “It’s okay, Amy. As long as you are yourself now. I’m very happy.” All of her friends now walk closely towards her with sweet smiles on their faces. “How are you feeling right now, Amy?” Asks Syakir. “Good. I’m fine now when I know that my friends didn’t hate me.” “Why would we hate you? You are our friend and you will always be one.” Says Lisya. “Thanks you guys.” Amy watches her friends one by one. Even Danny, the most silent one in their gang is there with her. But, wait. She notice. Did someone missing? “Hei, guys… where’s Asyraf?” she asks, a little bit curious. They start looking at each other. Before Syakir coughs a bit. They do not sure if she has to know about it. “He’s out to fight the bad guys himself.” Danny says suddenly. “What? Are you serious?” everyone nods. “But, why didn’t you stop him? He’ll get hurt or even worst he could get himself killed!” in her life, she never got so worried on someone like this. She just doesn’t want anything bad happen to Asyraf. Her love. “We have to find him!” she says again.  Everyone nods. They run to the front door and out to the town to find their friend.

They hears some chaos in an old factory near the beach on the other side of the town. After a few minutes, the chaos turns silent. The six friends walk slowly towards the factory’s door.

“Asyraf!!” Amy shouts when she sees the boy lying on the floor with some bruises and wounds on his face and skin. Shakir looks around the factory. There are eight ugly and big men lying around unconscious with bruises and bloods on their faces. “Don’t say that he fight all of them himself?” he murmurs. They run towards their friend that lying on the floor. Amy grabs his shoulders and shakes them slowly. “Asyraf? Wake up! What happen? Hey! Stay with me!” Asyraf opens his eyes and sees a beautiful angel in front of him but then, he bows his head down. “Asyraf? What’s wrong?” Amy tries to find his eyes. She silents herself when she sees a single drop of clear water slides down Asyraf’s cheek. ‘Oh God, he’s crying.’ She thought. “It didn’t work, Amy. It didn’t work..” He says with a sobbing tone. “What are you saying? You beat them up don’t you? You’ve done it.” Amy put Asyraf’s head on her lap. “No. it didn’t work. Why is it didn’t work??” his cries become louder. “I do beat them all out, but it’s still hurt. It’s still hurt, Amy. It’s hurt a lot..” he’s sobbing again. “I still can’t bring your smile back. I want to see your smile. It hurts me a lot when I can’t see your beautiful angelic  smile, Amy.. I’m so sorry…” now, he turns to face Amy. Tears Still running on both of  his cheeks. “Wha-? No! you did it.. see.. I’m smiling again. You brought my smile back. You’ve done it, Asyraf… so, please. Stop crying..” Amy’s smiling face makes him feels so much better now. He smiles and a second later the smile turns into a grin. His trademark grin is back. Before he notices, he closes his eyes and everything went black. “Asyraf?” Amy starts to worry again. “Relax, he’s just sleeping..” Syakir says with a smile on his face.

He opens his eyes slowly. ‘Am I in heaven?’ he thought. Then he sees a smile that he missed so much in front of him. He then looks around when he finds everyone is there. Now he notices, he is in a hospital. “How are you doing, Asyraf?” asks Amy. Asyraf grins at her. “I’m fine now. As long as I can see your smile again.” Amy begins to blush. Everyone seems to laugh. “Hey, guys…” everyone turn to Asyraf. With his grin still on his face he chuckles. “I’m hungry…” everyone continues to laugh. “This is so you, Asyraf.” Syakir says with huge smile on his face. “Well, he didn’t eat anything since yesterday.” Lisya chuckles. A minute later, 3 men in police outfit walk towards them. “How you’re doing today, Mr. Asyraf?” one of the police officer smiles at him. “I’m great. Urm, why are you here officer?” “you didn’t came here to arrested him didn’t you?” The officer turns to Amy with another smile. “Ah, no. why would I arrested him? He’s the hero after all.” He once again turns to Asyraf. “We came here to congratulate you for beating the most wanted criminals in this town. And for that we would like to reward you for being such a hero.” Asyraf grins at the officer and then he chuckles. “No thanks, officer. I didn’t do this for money or reward. I do this for the sake of my friend. That’s all. I don’t need name or fame. But, I’m glad that I’ve helped you guys.” Then, the officer smiles again. “You are a hero, boy. So, I’ll better get going now. Get well soon okay, Mr. asyraf.” “Okay, thanks officer.”

2 days had passed. It’s shocks when Asyraf recovered from his injuries this fast. But, hey. He’s strong. Amy walks along the beach alone. She wants to forget everything and starts a new life. Although she’s not a virgin anymore, but she’s glad that she has some amazing and lovable friends. She is shocked by a pair of hands that suddenly embrace her from behind. She tries to look back as she sees a cute and lovable person behind her. He places his chin on Amy’s shoulder while his hands embrace her tighter. She can feel the warm and comfortable touch from the person that she loves the most. “Amy…” a warm breath flows over her ear. She smiles. “Yes, Asyraf…” Asyraf grins again. “You’re mine…” Amy chuckles as she places her hands on Asyraf’s hands. “And you’re mine…” Asyraf’s tighter his embrace.

“I love you Amy…” Amy threws her views over the sea and smiles.

“I love you too, Asyraf…”      

~THE  END~

Sorry for the grammar.. i'm not good at English but i'll tried my best!!